Coming Down Crashing – November 27th, 2000

My head hurts. School today was interesting. Aside from the fact that I feel like complete shit, I had to come back to the crazy mess that I’d set up for myself last Friday. I checked my email this morning and I had 7 emails from my ‘friends’ from school, about what happened the other […]

Sex: Should I/Shouldn’t I – November 8th, 2000

I’ve been feeling like (and I can’t believe I’m writing this), maybe that I’m ready to have sex. I know I’m only almost 14, but I feel like I’m a lot different to other girls. I’ve been through so much more than other girls my age that I know, and I feel like I have […]

Killing Time With Lolita – November 4th, 2000

11:20pm Tonight was a horrible night. I’m grounded so I was on ICQ, when Jeff came online. It’s been a while since I’ve seen or spoken to Jeff.  He messaged me, and he was talking all weird. He said he came on to delete me from his ICQ list, and said “Forget ever knowing me”. […]

Sleep Deprived – October 6th, 2000

Me and Chels sent George a letter with the words from Glycerine by Bush. We sent it anonymously. As soon as we dropped it into the post box I wanted to get it back. Ahhh, it’s going to be obvious who sent it. I shouldn’t have let her talk me into it. Every time that I go […]

Tired – October 1st, 2000

It’s a new month. I love new months! I was just at mum and dad’s friends house and it was pretty funny. Me and dad’s friend have got this thing about Viv at the moment where she’s totally pissing us off. She always talks about herself and all the things she’s good at. She’s always […]

If it looks like a bully, and it acts like a bully… September 25th, 2000

The other day me and Chels hacked into Shanti’s email, to see if her boyfriend Darren was real. She said she had met him in person, but we knew that she had just met him on the internet and had been cybering with him. A few weeks ago we stole some pages from her diary […]

It’s Not Always Fun and Games – September 20th 2000

I have up days and down days. Today is definitely, by far, a down day. I just wish I could go to sleep for a really long time and wake up when this whole year is over with. Today is a destroying of mind and heart day, where all I want to do is stay […]