Coming Down Crashing – November 27th, 2000

My head hurts. School today was interesting. Aside from the fact that I feel like complete shit, I had to come back to the crazy mess that I’d set up for myself last Friday. I checked my email this morning and I had 7 emails from my ‘friends’ from school, about what happened the other […]

The Best Birthday Present – November 17th, 2000

Today, after my parents left, I shot straight out of bed, took the pain killers mum gave me earlier, and ran myself a bath. Baths are the best way to start the day. I soaked in there for about 40 minutes until the water started to go a little cold. We have coconut body wash […]

The Virginity Contract – November 15th, 2000

I haven’t written for a few days. This is partly because I’ve just been sleeping. For the past 3 days all I’ve heard from Chels is all about what happened in the weekend. She’s always looking at me like she’s trying to figure me out, get to the root of my meaning. After a day […]

Sex: Should I/Shouldn’t I – November 8th, 2000

I’ve been feeling like (and I can’t believe I’m writing this), maybe that I’m ready to have sex. I know I’m only almost 14, but I feel like I’m a lot different to other girls. I’ve been through so much more than other girls my age that I know, and I feel like I have […]

Grounded – November 4th, 2000

So, I am in BIG trouble and now I’m grounded. Not even for going out last night (I got home at 3am), but because I smart-mouthed my mum in the kitchen this morning.  And all because I didn’t say thanks to her for giving me $5 for my lunch. I was still half asleep! She […]

Shane – October 26th, 2000

I have been going out a lot lately. I wait for mum and dad to trail off to sleep and when I hear them snoring, I just sneak out. It’s not just the secret stuff we do when were all together, but the best thing is that I get to cuddle up to Shane. I […]

Tired – October 1st, 2000

It’s a new month. I love new months! I was just at mum and dad’s friends house and it was pretty funny. Me and dad’s friend have got this thing about Viv at the moment where she’s totally pissing us off. She always talks about herself and all the things she’s good at. She’s always […]